Twenty random things

1. Sometimes I have a really strong desire to just be a boy, so I could be gay.
2. I hug people, I poke people, I whack people, but only certain people. It annoys the hell outta me when people touch me when I don't want to be touched or I don't like the person.
3.I think I have a phobia of crowds. When walking down the hall I'll do anything to not touch or make contact with other people.
4. I hate being touched in the face. You people with your nasty, bacterial, I-have-no-idea-where-they've-been hands. Come up and touch me on the face...I have that fear of getting a pimple.
5. I think/daydream how'd it be if someone was too die. Like almost everyone, my family, friends, pets, enemies. Most times I'm pretty sad.
6. I wonder how'd people would reacti if I died
7. I have a set way in the way I take my showers. Start shower, let it warm up, get a towel and get undressed. Step in the shower slowy, so I won't slip. Shampoo, then wash my face, then my body. Take out shampoo, put in conditioner, shave. Take out conditioner and turn off water. Dry my hair, get dressed. That's how I take my shower everytime.
8.I never want to think about something I'm lucky from too hard, because I know it'll happen to me.
(ex: 'Gosh she got a pimple on her chin, glad I don't have one.' One day later I get one)
9. When I first meet everyone, I don't like them.
10. I get angry easily, especially when doing dishes. I drop a fork, I throw it across the room. A cup spills water on me, I growl and fling it down to the ground.
11.Sometimes watching scary movies I know that if that really happened I would die.
12. I don't get embarassed much
13. My neck fucking hurts
14. I may have a cussing problem...
15. I plan on BSing through the rest of this...
16. I like movies that I've already read the book too. But in sense, it's upsetting because you already know what will happen. Which makes you want to cry, when it gets to and upsetting part.
17. I wish that I could take another cruise to the carribeans, to stand by the ocean on the warm sand. To look at the full moon. I always imagine going into another realm or another time. I'm a big fan of Narnia. to be somewhere mystical and rich in fantasy.
18. Subs are always mean to me, even if i'm just sitting there quietly
19. I want to say really mean things on this, but I know it'll just put everyone in doubt.
20. There are points when I'll hate my best friends for not agreeing or just speaking, because it's so predictable. Or when I'm trying to keep quiet they keep asking me things...

Well my neck really does hurt, and half the things on here prob. wont' make sense. but there is nothing I can do about it. mya...very tired....over and out.